Two friends meet around evening time, sipping hot tea they start talking ...
Reel :
Sonam: wai pema,, how u doing man , kuzzo kuzzo wai wats up?
Pema: nothing much man, even though I know u don't really care, I am gonna say it any ways because I am going to explode if I don't. Anyways I am feeling shitty as always. Am having an anxiety attack at the moment By just talking to u.I can't stop thinking about dying every day but i cant do it because i am too much of a chicken shit to even try it.i still can't get a job after a year of having completed my college.and I got no girl. My shitty car gives me problem every now and then and my goal for the past 1 year has been to find a bigger loser than me but I have failed. My dad doesn't say much but I see it in his eyes saying u no good piece of shit and I fail at everything I try. Other than that alls good.
Sonam:sounds bad, enough about u though.Listen to me as well. I woke up with my mom screaming in my ears.I knew the whole day would be shitty as always. I tried for the100th time to sleep earlybut couldn't so I slept around 5 and had towake up at 7. I can't feel my eyes at this moment.I am losing my believe in god. My mom talks nicely and respects me only when she thinks I am going to get a job .if I don't then she treats me like dirt. And don't worry about the loser thing. I think I am at the bottom. and I am sick and tired of faking this smile.To express
my self I try writing in blogs but i write shitty blogs which no one reads and I am too scared to show my real self.I need some good dope to
stop thinking for a while now
Real life:
Sonam ; wai pema ,, how u doing man, kuzoo kuzoo wats up?
Pema : nothing much I am good.how about u?
Sonam :good bro
They have tea and say bye for the day.
