Up and down…….. a poem ( doesn’t rhyme though)

As I woke up this morning,
I felt a hole inside of me,
This hole so deep, I couldn’t breathe…
But Alas!!! This hole wasn’t a hole, but trench full of Misery...
Oh  self pity and misery, it’s the worst of them all...
Once it gets in it, it rules your world...
You can’t help feeling sorry for all the things you can’t do
And happiness even if only a mile away,you are blinded with your eyes wide right open….
Once it gets into your system, even if u hit rock bottom,it overflows…
it has been my companion for quite some time now, I know all about it, little things I can’t do,makes me makes me hate myself ..
But I have tried hard to free myself, to be awake within my self
It always creeping around some where waiting to hit u, waiting for u to frown,,
But I have heard that what doesn’t kill u makes u stronger…
Well yet again,, my flows going up and down..one minute I am feeling good and then I am down again
But I do believe in happy ending,I hope there is light in the end of the tunnel..
I am thinking of something good, but by now I know misery will strike again ,who am i kidding???
it’s a crook,it has got all of its different evil hooks,,
I believe good always wins in the end ,,well here goes my show of irony of misery and wats all good….
Sometimes the head is high but the spirits dead,sometimes the heart is full but the souls crying all wet…….i ll always be in misery but misery loves company ,,if u u looking for me ill be waiting ,,waiting at the home of the bluessss