Monday, August 8, 2011

Up and down…….. a poem ( doesn’t rhyme though)



As I woke up this morning,
I felt a hole inside of me,
This hole so deep, I couldn’t breathe…
But Alas!!! This hole wasn’t a hole, but trench full of Misery...
Oh  self pity and misery, it’s the worst of them all...
Once it gets in it, it rules your world...
You can’t help feeling sorry for all the things you can’t do
And happiness even if only a mile away,you are blinded with your eyes wide right open….
Once it gets into your system, even if u hit rock bottom,it overflows…
it has been my companion for quite some time now, I know all about it, little things I can’t do,makes me makes me hate myself ..
But I have tried hard to free myself, to be awake within my self
It always creeping around some where waiting to hit u, waiting for u to frown,,
But I have heard that what doesn’t kill u makes u stronger…
Well yet again,, my flows going up and down..one minute I am feeling good and then I am down again
But I do believe in happy ending,I hope there is light in the end of the tunnel..
I am thinking of something good, but by now I know misery will strike again ,who am i kidding???
it’s a crook,it has got all of its different evil hooks,,
I believe good always wins in the end ,,well here goes my show of irony of misery and wats all good….
Sometimes the head is high but the spirits dead,sometimes the heart is full but the souls crying all wet…….i ll always be in misery but misery loves company ,,if u u looking for me ill be waiting ,,waiting at the home of the bluessss

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5 comments:

  1. yetshokyeAugust 9, 2011 at 2:34 AM

    That is some intense feeling.would you feel better or glad to know you are not alone? well whether it does or not,you are not.its a normal thing to feel those misery of thoughts creeping on to you and sucking your rights to be happy,its normal coz like you said you feel good,you will eventually start feeling good.Its an ongoing battle..a very normal one.;)so rather choose to concentrate on your good days and ignore the "devil of self-pity and misery" :)
    I hope the next time you get up,you don't feel the hole anymore.
    Btw Love the ending! so true! so there! so me!..i hope you feel better soon...

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  2. lledAugust 9, 2011 at 3:23 AM

    thnks feeling better now,,hope it doesnt attack again

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  3. tshoAugust 10, 2011 at 9:30 PM

    all of us go through the same , and i know all of us will be fine :-)

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  4. lledAugust 10, 2011 at 11:05 PM

    well thts kinda sad to hear ,,every ones sad every ones in misery:(

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  5. tshoAugust 18, 2011 at 1:11 AM

    :-( for now......:-)>>>>>>>>>>>

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