The Rocker Chick

You can be as beautiful as the white swan or be as hot as the hot oven it self ,,but if there is a rocker chick standing by then its ba bye. There is something about a rocker chick, who  bares all of  herself on the stage that just clicks for me .

For instance i went out with my frens to a show where a local singer was singing and he invited any body from the audience to come up and sing.There was this pretty girl who came out from the crowd and just about started singing songs from random zombie to adele.

Agreed, that her voice was not very good but when she was up on the stage , all eyes fixed on her ,the dim light ,the rythmic guitar playing in the back ,every one high on alcohol and life and with her rocker chick attitude the night was alive.

Though the night didn't turn pretty well for me ,through out it all ,i was still mesmerized by the girl on the stage and it was all that was on my mind through out the night.

You can be as ugly as a worn out saga ( ginger) but if u can let out ur soul through the music and you have the spirit within you to let it out infront of people, to be not bothered by what they think then its a A1 in my book for you .

There is no harm in creating and expressing through the touch of music rather than trying to be the next wanna be model for victoria secret and be next miss popular.So take out the guitar and just play on .lolll

Here are a few videos  of joan jett 

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pessimistic view of a hypocritical bastard

I been blank for ten minutes now thinking wat I should write about ………………………………….. ok here it goes ….I may be the nicest person u will meet,I will smile at u be polite ,u might say he is cool but well here it is ……… ………..,, ,, I don’t want to be nice for the sake of it but wel the society deems me mad if I am not , its all the pessimistic view of the hypocritical bastard……….
well lets see….. wat did I do yesterday ,,nothing much I guess sleep all day ..mm how about write about some crappy love story ,,well where is the love these days? every one is after the best cars,training programme , or the masters thing,its like a robotic line thing ,,school ,college, rcsc, work ,masters.. I can see my self there after 50 yrs…what happened to not knowing where life is going ?not knowing where u will be in the next 5 yrss. NOW its all about another brick in the wall ,,another one bites the dust ,. And and I forgot the car loan thing ,,,buy a car and slave for 5 yrs absolutely free…
. And don’t u dare tell me” you are young ,you don’t have the responsibilities towards any one ,you can be free live your life”,,,if u are one of those good hearted monks and or the smooth talking counselors I might just slap you slap u hardd ,wat about the fucked up society that judges you, wat about how I eat or wat I wear ,, if I had a fairy god mother I would be a writer ,a singer, a but I don’t have one and don’t u dare tell me how to live my life,,
I stayed up the whole last night drinking and u know why I drink ,,,to forget this whole fucked up thing called life………no I don’t want to be the bosss chamcha ,no I don’t want to gossip about the the same people at lunch…I don’t want to do the same things over and over and over again and complain about how boring life is a typical 9 to 5 ……. Just yesterday I stayed up the whole day staring at face book stalking people looking at pictures ,,that has wat life has come down to ,,looking at how people live in a cube box


y do u look at me like I am an alien all I did was just walk out in to grab a cup of coffee…am I supposed to be polished all the time? Gosh I cant keep up ,,my hairs messed up at times ,,my clothes are dirty ,I haven’t bathed in a week ,,and I cant look like ur film crush all the time….

….and parents!!! u tell me smoking is bad how about the fact that u drink every night ,how about the fact that ur silentness and ur bitter cry outs makes me want to not stay at home ,,one looking at u and I feel that lifes not worth living for ,,you are the saddest person and I gotta look up to u ,,god save me……. All u do on a Sunday is keep staring at the box the whole day ,,u make me feel tht I have ruined ur life ,,gosh I am never having childrennn

,,,,,,,,,,wow u live in thimphu ,,it must be good ,,yup…people racing against time to be the richest ,,, u r not a person if u aint at the hottest joint ,the most happening club ,,driving the coolest car ….every corner u turn there is the next wanna be model the nba player ,the high class English speaking I am too cool to be in my under wear at winter chick…….no wonder there is stabbing every where ,,u drive in suv I walk u look down on me , if feel disgusted at myself ,I stab the next person,,election democracy,,who gives a rats ass I wanna know where can i steal some branded jeanssss,,,,,
I wake at 8 ,, stare in silence till 830go to office at 9 stare at an empty box till 5 watch people walk by ,,gosh I been lonely ,,,why don’t u get a girl my frens say? Well I want to but they are out there being the hippest the collest being out vit the rich and famous ,,I had sex yesterday just sex nothing else ,,I sneaked out at 12 ,,……
how do u expect me to do a presentation why my hearts about to explode ,,I have anxiety ,,heart palpitation ,, depression ,,,no tht cant be true we live in a gnh society where one is happy and content..lol…..
wai he is churii ,if u listen to some crappy songs or mispronounce a word ,or wear odd clothes,, I am so high fi ,I speak English ,,trust me I know as much as u do even more vocab may be ,,but u know I been speaking dzongkha for so long it takes second for me to translate the thing until it comes out so I feel a lil inferior but u can go fuck ur self like I give a rats ass

shit I heard life is like a b grade movie and its true ,u are at home watching a movie but u cant relax the fucking anxiety si killing me and u expect me to be nice I might just slap you….. don’t tell me about ur problems I got enough of mine ..i don’t care ……………………………………………… I might be the person next to u the nicest person u know fuck!!!