I just wanted to share and let people know things about me.Not like i am a famous person or anything.We all have these little things that makes us all same in different ways .So this is my 101 :
1) I am a kid at heart.
2) I was once beaten up by 12 guys all surrounding me after i tried to help out a friend.
3) i have a tattoo that makes real deep sense to me but it seems totally ridiculous to people around.
4) I have been in true love once ,i mean i still am at the moment.
5) I know most go through it but i have suffered with depression and anxiety most of my life and still affects my every day life.I could never talk about it openly and left it untreated
6) I love old hindi songs and humm along with it every chance i get.
7) I had been nick named as Gunda once as a kid cause i was quite naughty.
8) I still have a fear of hitting any other person.More than that i have this fear that i would get hit and i would be in a panic state and be all numb to do anything about it.
9) I cry for most little thing and i get very emotional for little things like a sad movie.
10) I have tried weed,sniffing and major drinking.I have not tried eating pills cause i have a fear that i might OD.I still smoke and drink occasionally.
11) I have never felt the feeling of losing some one in life and thus take every one for granted.
12) I have had bad self esteem my whole life and do struggle with it every day.
13) Being the youngest in siblings do leave you in the shadows and makes it hard to shine on your own.
14) I would choose love over money.
15) I play a lot of sports but not that good at it,but i do enjoy and try to play every time.
16) I used to take every game as challenge and used to take it over serioudly ending up beating myself ,i dont do anymore.
17) My dream is to get a house in Thimphu just like every one else here , most of us though.
18) I dont flirt or cheat ,i am not really good at it also but main reason i dont is i care too much for my girlfriend and cant picture how it would hurt her so i dont.
19)I do beleive in soul mate now.
20) My biggest fear i believe is Public speaking.
21) I think i would be a great dad,I meani want to be.
22) I always choose the quiet preety type over any loud bold confident beautiful one. i feel it just clicks with me.
23) I have never had a pet, I would love a dog someday i could call it mine.
24) I have never heard my family say i love you one another.I know it through the care and action we put in for each other.Though it is hard when we as a family take each other for granted.
25) I really care for my family and would anything for them but mos times its so gloomy and everyones upset over things i cant stand it.
26) I donot like my work but i make effort to do good at it and i do ok for now.
27)I once stole from a grocery shop in town and proudly showed it to my parents at home.My mom whooped my ass so bad i never did again.
28)I wish i could win the basketball tournaments here but now am getting used to not winning it and saying its ok.
29)I have lots of friends but not a close one.I used to party all time but never had a close fren.
30) I want to take public speaking classes.
31)I want to be an artist any kind actor painter , writer , musician.
32) I want to live abroad once,I have lived in Thimphu my whole life and studied in India for 3 years . I want to live abroad as in over seas just to get over my consciousness over speaking in english.
33) I still believe my parents think of me as being useless and dumb but now i am ok with it and just live on my own terms.
34) i love romance and feel its the best part of a relationship but i am still learning all that.
35) I love the feeling of being in love.
36) I have had a sibling sibling pass away > i was a kid i dont remember much.
37) I have a tough time managing money and am broke most times.Being a government worker doesnt pay much at all.
38) I used to get late for everythingand still struggle being one time for work.
39) I once had this diarrhea problem and went ahead ahead with my business right next to the street cause i couldnt control it. I was in my 12 standard.
40) I still wonder and marvel at how girls sleep around.i still believe in the old school family values.
41) I watched the SECRET and tried it didnt really work for me but helped me a lot with positivity.
42) I meditate every now ad then .
43) I still struggle with anxiety every day.
44) I have had 3 girl friends till now.
45) Once in school , girls decided to play who is good looking in class and rate them.I was voted second in class.I didnt mind cause the first was way too preety to be a guy .It helped me boost my confidence.
46) I internally wish that my blog went like world famous and i made a living over people wanting to read it.
47) I stare at girls every time when i am driving around and feel good about myself when i see them intrested.
48) I used to struggle with sleeping and used to lay till morning getting depressed.
49) I have cut my self on the wrist and used to think about suicide all the time.
50) I lost my virginity very late and used to lie to frens making them beleive i was not.
51) I was always an average student and average in everything and i am ok with it.
52) I am in love and really hope to marry this girl
53) I really do believe she was sent for me
54)I wish i had a killer body but i eat way too much and a lil potbelly is starting now.I still cant stop eating.
55)I eat Baba and i like it .Though i have tried to stop it cause it gives me anxiety.
56) I am real introvert and prefer being inside most times and enjoy being in small groups when i am out,
57) I get major panic atttacks when i have to do presentation and i struggle with anxiety for weeks.
58) I had to suddenly change school as a kid and i belive i got lot of psychological problems cause i was the one one in a new class and i had to cope with it.I am doing dealing with it for now.
59) I really want to go to Australia to earn major massive money.
60) My next goal is build a house after that i might start relaxing.
61) I love listening to deep songs while driving.I noticed that i listened to sad songs and it made me even more depressed so now i have changed to happy tune
62) I enjoy the bitter sweet feeling of being depressed and crave for it at times.
63) At the moment i am still in the phase of having a hairstyl like the kid of terminator ,or the young leonardo or brad pitt in meet joe black.
1) I am a kid at heart.
2) I was once beaten up by 12 guys all surrounding me after i tried to help out a friend.
3) i have a tattoo that makes real deep sense to me but it seems totally ridiculous to people around.
4) I have been in true love once ,i mean i still am at the moment.
5) I know most go through it but i have suffered with depression and anxiety most of my life and still affects my every day life.I could never talk about it openly and left it untreated
6) I love old hindi songs and humm along with it every chance i get.
7) I had been nick named as Gunda once as a kid cause i was quite naughty.
8) I still have a fear of hitting any other person.More than that i have this fear that i would get hit and i would be in a panic state and be all numb to do anything about it.
9) I cry for most little thing and i get very emotional for little things like a sad movie.
10) I have tried weed,sniffing and major drinking.I have not tried eating pills cause i have a fear that i might OD.I still smoke and drink occasionally.
11) I have never felt the feeling of losing some one in life and thus take every one for granted.
12) I have had bad self esteem my whole life and do struggle with it every day.
13) Being the youngest in siblings do leave you in the shadows and makes it hard to shine on your own.
14) I would choose love over money.
15) I play a lot of sports but not that good at it,but i do enjoy and try to play every time.
16) I used to take every game as challenge and used to take it over serioudly ending up beating myself ,i dont do anymore.
17) My dream is to get a house in Thimphu just like every one else here , most of us though.
18) I dont flirt or cheat ,i am not really good at it also but main reason i dont is i care too much for my girlfriend and cant picture how it would hurt her so i dont.
19)I do beleive in soul mate now.
20) My biggest fear i believe is Public speaking.
21) I think i would be a great dad,I meani want to be.
22) I always choose the quiet preety type over any loud bold confident beautiful one. i feel it just clicks with me.
23) I have never had a pet, I would love a dog someday i could call it mine.
24) I have never heard my family say i love you one another.I know it through the care and action we put in for each other.Though it is hard when we as a family take each other for granted.
25) I really care for my family and would anything for them but mos times its so gloomy and everyones upset over things i cant stand it.
26) I donot like my work but i make effort to do good at it and i do ok for now.
27)I once stole from a grocery shop in town and proudly showed it to my parents at home.My mom whooped my ass so bad i never did again.
28)I wish i could win the basketball tournaments here but now am getting used to not winning it and saying its ok.
29)I have lots of friends but not a close one.I used to party all time but never had a close fren.
30) I want to take public speaking classes.
31)I want to be an artist any kind actor painter , writer , musician.
32) I want to live abroad once,I have lived in Thimphu my whole life and studied in India for 3 years . I want to live abroad as in over seas just to get over my consciousness over speaking in english.
33) I still believe my parents think of me as being useless and dumb but now i am ok with it and just live on my own terms.
34) i love romance and feel its the best part of a relationship but i am still learning all that.
35) I love the feeling of being in love.
36) I have had a sibling sibling pass away > i was a kid i dont remember much.
37) I have a tough time managing money and am broke most times.Being a government worker doesnt pay much at all.
38) I used to get late for everythingand still struggle being one time for work.
39) I once had this diarrhea problem and went ahead ahead with my business right next to the street cause i couldnt control it. I was in my 12 standard.
40) I still wonder and marvel at how girls sleep around.i still believe in the old school family values.
41) I watched the SECRET and tried it didnt really work for me but helped me a lot with positivity.
42) I meditate every now ad then .
43) I still struggle with anxiety every day.
44) I have had 3 girl friends till now.
45) Once in school , girls decided to play who is good looking in class and rate them.I was voted second in class.I didnt mind cause the first was way too preety to be a guy .It helped me boost my confidence.
46) I internally wish that my blog went like world famous and i made a living over people wanting to read it.
47) I stare at girls every time when i am driving around and feel good about myself when i see them intrested.
48) I used to struggle with sleeping and used to lay till morning getting depressed.
49) I have cut my self on the wrist and used to think about suicide all the time.
50) I lost my virginity very late and used to lie to frens making them beleive i was not.
51) I was always an average student and average in everything and i am ok with it.
52) I am in love and really hope to marry this girl
53) I really do believe she was sent for me
54)I wish i had a killer body but i eat way too much and a lil potbelly is starting now.I still cant stop eating.
55)I eat Baba and i like it .Though i have tried to stop it cause it gives me anxiety.
56) I am real introvert and prefer being inside most times and enjoy being in small groups when i am out,
57) I get major panic atttacks when i have to do presentation and i struggle with anxiety for weeks.
58) I had to suddenly change school as a kid and i belive i got lot of psychological problems cause i was the one one in a new class and i had to cope with it.I am doing dealing with it for now.
59) I really want to go to Australia to earn major massive money.
60) My next goal is build a house after that i might start relaxing.
61) I love listening to deep songs while driving.I noticed that i listened to sad songs and it made me even more depressed so now i have changed to happy tune
62) I enjoy the bitter sweet feeling of being depressed and crave for it at times.
63) At the moment i am still in the phase of having a hairstyl like the kid of terminator ,or the young leonardo or brad pitt in meet joe black.
Lled, you come across as a very beautiful person from this piece of article. I only hope you will work on your sensitiveness and maybe, not take the world too seriously. And maybe you need to blare hip hop and rap songs while driving (ignore the passerby stares). I do it all the time and I am all smiles when I reach work. I was there where you were except the suicidal thoughts part and stop rating yourself as an average joe...Many many guys around here can learn a thing or two from you...so Cheers!!
ReplyDeletei wanted to do 101 but around 63 i had office the next day so i stopped there ,, i am planning to do the rest soon, also i read my post again ba and found that it was mostly to do with depression and anxiety and i know i have my other awesome side so ill make sure to write about that.Thanks and ill work on the hip hop the hippity hop thing also :D
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