A letter from good feelings.

Here is the second topic from my 30 days topic list of the challenge. Issuing an apology

Dear You

I am sorry today.I am sorry for you.I hope you get this and hope it makes you feel better.

I am sorry for all the rough nights you went through.All the constant struggle you have been through. Don't let all your pain make the sparkle go away, let it shine, let it glow.
I wish life was all rainbows but we go through the dark shadows to realize what colors we need to make it worth coloring for.

I  remember the first time you got your heart broken,Man!!was it tough to let go.
All you could do was cry your heart out.
I am sorry that you got your trust broken.I am sorry you learned the hard way, but there are always better things waiting for you.Trust me i know,I have been there.All you gotta do is learn how to pick the right cup of happiness that suits your taste.The kind of ones that fill your heart with so much happiness,your heart wont even have a scar of a crack left.

The ones that makes you smile when you are lost in your thoughts,The ones that make you dream of a future together. The ones that makes u giggle all night on the phone.The ones that makes you stare deep into an evening twilight and lets you know that everything is going to be all right.

I am sorry that dream job of yours got taken by some one else.I wish i could make it happen.Sometimes dreams do get shattered ,you don't always get what you want in life .All the paintings you made as child to grow up to be painter doesn't always sell ,You do not always make a living out of things that you love.You grow up to do a boring job day in and day out. I have found a trick though, listen real careful now,here it goes.If you start liking your job It doesn't seem so bad,the ride is all worth while. I don't mean now to give up on your dreams, go ahead make that master piece, make the winning goal at your own pace.Always keep trying keep your heads up in the cloud but your foot stuck in the sand.

Life is not a race,You dont have to sing like The fray infront of every one.Just grab a guitar ,get a cup of coffee ,close your eyes  on a lazy evening and humm.I am sure things will be all right for now.

 I am sorry your lover doesn't seem so interested in you now, though you give it your best every time.The sparkle doesn't seem to be there any more.Years of togetherness has made it stale for you.You are tired of giving every day but getting nothing in return.I know how it feels i have been there with you,That night when you cried your eyes out and wanted some one to hold on to but all you felt was the coldness of the winter. Trust me i wish i could make it all good for you , I ma not sure though that every time you curse at your lover every time you nag your lover it helps make your life better.Instead of crying nagging,feeling ptitful i really wish you would do one thing for me now.
Love yourself first, whether it is the good side or the bad side of you love yourself.live on dreams ,take pride and happiness in little things.Then soon you realize that you are spreading your love.Share it.Share it like its your duty.You make it happen day in and out.For love is to let go of all self comfort and make others feel blessed to have you around .So make it happen.Give it your all give it your best ,all good things will work out all bad things since you love your self you will find better ways to love.

I am sorry that at times you dont have anything to do and at times you feel like you cant do anything done right.I am sorry you feel so low looking at yourself you cant hardly stand up tall .Dont ,my friend dont.For we all got our own roles to play in this world.Some become magicians,some politicians.You have a role to play to.In this role you donot have to impress your father,you dont have to compete with your siblings.When all around people are getting in the race to get the best job ,the best car ,your role is to watch a cloud flow by.Trust me i know its hard at times though you must work hard you must earn to make a living never forget about the little things ,The little things that make you happy.
Remember as a child when you wake up early looking forward to the day.the sound of rain on the roof top.the wind in your face,The smile of your grandparents.The laughter of little children.I hope i made you smile now.I hope you feel better now.

I am sorry i am not always there for you ,I am sorry i get lost at times But just now this moment i want you to embrace me .


Thank you
Yours forever

Good feeling